12.51

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It's 12.51 and i thought my feelings were gone

but i'm lying on my bed

i'm not thinking of you again

...

and i am lying to the world..

it's really hard for me to erase this feeling for you..

i don't know, is it harder for you?

am i making it worse with my message to you?

i really am sorry..

but i miss you so much,.

so much that i can't hold myself to message you..